Theres a girl in my mirror crying tonight and theres nothing I can tell her to make her feel alright...
After 3 years in therapy, my psychiatrist said to me, "Maybe life isn't for everyone."
"Those Who Fear Love, Fear Life, And Those Who Fear Life, Are Already Three Parts Dead"
Im- F.ucked up
I .nsecure
N .eurotic
and E .motional
Just F.I.N.E! =] How Are You?
sometimes you gotta put |[ w a l l s ]| up.
to keep people out
and to see who [ cares ] enough
to b
r
e
a
k them down.
"chained to this form of perfection"
oil painted eyes.
My heart bleeds
everyones childhood was like this... but mine- when friends always listened to you, when dreams were unshattered and worries were few. . when storks delivered babies, when friendships werent broken, right was right and wrong was wrong. when bad things didnt happen, only skinned knees brought tears and the night light quieted all our fears. when decisions were solved by "eni,meanie,mini,mo." real friends didnt part. and the fun went on forever..
my friends hated me, my dreams were always shattered by my family. i always knew where babys came from. all my friendships were broken. i was always wrong and not right. bad things always happened. way more then skinned knees brang tears. i was never afraid of the dark. i hated "eni,meanie, mini, mo". all my best friends left me. and the fun went on for a little while
now i'll write i love you down the same numberof times you said it to me, &i'll shove all the pages down ur throat so you u can use them on the next girl who thinks she`s your e n t i r e w o r l d.
’m scared that I’m going to end up alone. I’m scared* that I’m always gonna be someone’s friend or . . . . . confidant and never quite somebody’s everything<3
maybe some people `' arent meant to be iin our lives '' forever <3 maybe some are just .' passiing through ;' too teach us a lesson
That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too, even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.
,- - - - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - - - -» : now i'll write down --> i love you : the number of times you said it to me :&i'll shove the pages down ur throat : so you can use them on the next : girl who thinks she`s your : e n t i r e w o r l d. `- - - - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - -»
The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.
"When You Dance With The Devil... The Devil Doesnt Change.. The Devil Changes You"
Oil Painted Eyes
I Dont See What
You See in Me
That Makes Me So Fucking Great
That Made You Do That To Yourself
I dont see anything..
I Really Hate That I Caused
that much agony
baby.. ive been where you have been
and it hurts, it hurts
i know your pain..
and thinking about it makes me insane
By: Gabrielle O'Donnell
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